hollaaa. aku abis study tour nih kawan.
ke lembang lhooo.. disana dinginnn banget dehh. hhe kapan-kapan gue post lagi lebih detil ceritanya.

btw waktu di bis pas gue lagi duduk sama farhan, gue nyanyi sama dia More Than Word. farhan yg mainin gitar gue yg nyanyi hehe you know lah gue cuma bisa mainin kunci C doang. yaaps pokoknya kerreennn deh jadi versi acoustic gitu.

cuma mau bilang masalah gue sama aryo udah bereess, sebenernya namanya bukan aryo tapii *nama disamarkan* akhirnya salah paham diantara kita udah beress. gatau kenapa kalo gue disukain orang malah takut, biasanya orang mah seneng gitu yaa. tapi aku kan masih kecil kaka :3 lagian ini bukan masalah suka-sukaan, ini cuma masalah kesalah pahaman. selama ini gue selalu godain aryo, padahal mah gue emang selalu godain ato ngejailin temen cowok gue, contohnya manggil 'sayang2an, cinta2an'. malah farhan kaya gitu ke gue, engga engga! banyak yg kaya gitu ke gue, tp gue emang nanggepinnya biasa, gue emang begitu sama temen cowo gue. nah kalo aryo, gue gapernah godain dia sampe segitunya. jadi bukan cuma dia. tapi gue juga ga pernah niat buat jadi PHP juga. intinya dia nyangka jadi gue suka sama dia, padahal tuh engga sama sekali, dia bilang ke temen gue "kalo misalnya hani suka sama gue, gue juga suka sama dia" iissh apaan sihh kata mama gaboleh main pacar-pacaran *WUEKS #PLAK
tapi tuh rasanya jadi kaya awkward banget, rasanya ga kaya temenan dulu. kalo dulu bisa ngobrol sesukanya. sekarang? gue lebih menghindar dari dia, karena emang gue takut. gue lebih menjauhkan diri karena gamau ada salah paham lagi. eh eh tapi dia udah jadian sama temen gue yg lain waktu study tour. hehe baguslah yaa. semoga langgeng. hah gue cemburu? engga kok biasa ajaa suwerrr.

hehe. ok see yaa

Bonjour. What a fine wednesday night. It's 07:49 pm, and I'm still sitting in front of my belav-it computah at home. Yep. I didn't study. so lazy to do that. I skipped study for tomorrow Fisika test, 2hours math class, conversation class today. AaAaAa feelin so sick maan-_- maybe i'm smart hAhA i'm kidding. Just read Ajeng's latest blog post about "Limit". Well, she's right. She's damn right. We all have limit. And I've reached my limit today-_- So what's limit means? Ya gue selama ini terlalu sombong (hell yea I don't know what's that sentence in english). Whatever I got, I always say ''this is not enough for me, mom. I have to be better than this. I know I can!'' I always wanna be the first, I always wanna just be the best, I always refuse to take a break, I always force my self so hard, I always blame on my self for every mistakes even if it isn't really my fault, and blah blah I've been doin bad with my own self and look, readah, look! Gosh. So I learned one thing "Jangan sombong" ya ya thankyou ya Allah thankyou so much. You've opened my eyes O,O kay enough with the sickness. Anyway, last 25th february is Kak Retno Birthday and last 1st March Kak devi birthday too, same like justin birthday :3. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BOTH! WISH YOU ALL THE GREAT ALL THE BEST!! MAY ALLAH GRANTS ALL YOUR HOPES&WISHES! LOVE YA!! ({})

long time no post, uts make my hair fall out -____-
It's 11 o'clock ryt now, and I'm currently listening to Super Junior's Yesung "It has to be you". Yes, the song is so very sad T_T So the spoiler below will be my diary. Why did I spoiler it? bcs it is too frontal wkwk never mind, though. After all, I made this blog in case I'm so depressed but have no one to talk to ~_~

Love. I've been in love and being loved since I was born. Everybody been. And I just read someone's blog about it. It is said that when you are loving someone, you are ready to be broken. Well, not to exaggerate, but, it is true. I had my first love in elementary school, i love him for about 6 years, but now i forgot it. Now, on the second times, i found another feeling about love, when i'm in high school, exactly when MOS (Masa Orientasi Siswa), he is really cool when he tell a matery. I know, it might be too ridiculous for you, but, I did know what a 'love' truly is from him. i guess i wasn't his first love, I can only see it from far away, because I did not dare to just say "hi" to him.

Super Junior Yesung- it has to be you (English Translation) Lyrics
 
Even today i wander in my memory
I’m pasing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
 
I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
that i want to see you and hold you more
 
It can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
 
i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you 
it can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you 
my bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
where are you?
can’t you hear my voice? to me
if i live my life again
if i’m born over and over again
i can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one i will keep
you’re the one i will love
i’m.. yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

Sad? Well this is just how I feel ryt now. Okay then, I guess I'm done xixixi :b

See you around.
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